Ever Singing For Joy

  I cry out to God Most High, to God, who vindicates me. He sends from heaven and saves me, rebuking those who hotly pursue me God sends forth his love and his faithfulness... For great is your love, reaching to the heavens; your faithfulness reaches to the skies. Be exalted, O God, above the heavens; let your glory be over all the earth. Psalm 57 2-3;10-1 1 Sweet friends, we love you and are so grateful for the ways you have loved and cared for us.  It has been quite the blessing of friendship. In recent days, our house has certainly felt the familiar  feeling of "this is too much... again".  Earlier this month, I tested positive for COVID.  Cancer and COVID... it's been really, really hard.  The waves that are lapping against our boat are certainly growing stronger at times.  The seas are rocking harder and harder and if I'm honest, I'm ready for a break. Oh God, would you give us a lifeboat. My personal experience with COVID is unique to me and I'm sure tha

Two blog posts in almost as many days... That hasn't happened in a long while.  Let me take a few minutes to thank those who have reached out over the past few days.  Our family greatly appreciates you and your investment in our lives.  God has certainly surrounded us with a great cloud of witnesses. I need to take a few minutes to offer some clarity on where we are now.  [When I write these posts, they are often a stream of consciousness.  It's to provide insight into our journey, but it's also ( almost more so ) for my own personal therapy .  It's somewhat of a mix of record-keeping and mental unloading.  I tend to write and unpack the moments that are significant ( to me)  and that I want to hold on to for the future ( but not necessarily in my head, rather "on paper") .] With that being said, based on a lot of the questions and messages I took in over the past week, I do think I need to provide an update on where we are actually sitting today.  When I was